world cup is over.
worked last night instead of slacking at home like usual.
went back to hollandse club abit wantingly.
a fucktard is still there, but i think overall it seems a much better place than before.
i wonder if i shall go back work during the holidays.

backtracking a little more,
watched the second miserable semifinal of the world cup at keithy's place.
cool modern mixed traditional chinese house style haha.
his "silent" dog was adorable.
went home the morning without sleep and skipped the majority of thursday.

slacked throughout the whole weekend without completing a single shit of assignments.
really worth enough to hurt myself..

i feel to pathetic and sorry for myself.

even, like right now.
work from last night meant i had only 2 hours of sleep i napped when i went to school yesterday..
morning had no apel, so i was early 1 hour..

and though my body was crying out for sleep during the whole day, and i slept for about an hour in rmb lecture..
rmb tutorial was also cancelled for revision for next weeks test as well.. so i could have really gone home by 1 pm..

but i guess something else really motivated me to not only get to school but to stay there beyond the time i should have been home.

reached home and slept for about 5 hours and now im screwed for tonight's sleep.
i can get up at 9.30 tomorrow so i'll try to accomplsih something by 2 or 3 am tonight..